Monday, January 11, 2010

Wish You Never Looked At Me That Way



Today is my actual birthday {I swear, LAST birthday post ever!} and I feel more mature already. Maybe it's just that I should have been 15 all this time. I've always been really mature for my age and 15 just feels .. right. The prospect of getting older excites me; I'm moving along and soon enough I'll be in college, living on my own, starting my own career. It's scary but I can't wait.

Even my horoscope seems to be in sync with my attitude:

"Focus on your job or career today -- think about new gigs, new skills or other ways to improve your prospects."

I'm not one to make resolutions but I'm making a promise to myself to create a more full-filling life. I want to live without the fear or rejection or failure. I don't want to hold back. Life life to the fullest I guess I could say, but I hate saying it because it's so overused and annoying. But it fits!

I'm already starting to think about the theme for next years party ..tehe.

6 comments:

* said...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! love that pic, those jeans are awesome! and the balloon, so perfect!
i feel the same, moving on and going to college excites me yet it is scary to think about it...but it will be great :) what are you thinking of studying?!
and yes "live life to the fullest" :)
have an amazing day!!!

Jenny Holiday & Aaron said...

Happy Happy Birthday!!! Today is my dad's bday too! :)

Wishing you a fabulous day..week, year!!!

xoxo Jenny

Anonymous said...

happy birthday girl! and i love the pic <3

Thelma said...

Happy birthday! You do seem very mature for your age! I'm 32 and I ask myself "damn how did I get here so fast?" and it's okay. I am more fulfilled now than I have been ever before. If I can give any type of advice to you it would be to always listen to your heart and that little voice in your head. And take risks only if it will benefit you in the long run. Enjoy it!

Lauren said...

happy birthday!!!!

loving the pics from your party - everything looks so yum!

Cassidy said...

Eliza - i'm hoping to study fashion design and business and possibly art :}

Jenny - i hope he has a lovely birthday ! and thanks love <3

Ren - you're the sweetest , thank you <3

Thelma - you are so right , i don't want to look back and wish i did more . thanks for the love ! :}

LML - aw how nice ! much love <3