Tuesday, September 28, 2010

My Wasp In A Jar

I feel so stressed lately. I hate this. I hate not feeling on top of things or in control.
Control. I need control.


Wednesday, September 22, 2010

After All These Times We've Shared

This is such bullshit. I'm going to do what I fucking want, no matter what you say.

You're not taking back what is rightfully mine. We've already been through this.


Monday, September 20, 2010

Just Get Through The Night This Time

You're taking over again.
And I don't want to say no.

Pine Cones
it's all alright, you make it alright
day eighty-seven.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

I Want A Lover I Don't Have To Love

I hate you. But sometimes I wish we still talked.

You never got the opportunity to meet me. Only who I was pretending to be.

242/365 - seagulls

Friday, September 17, 2010

Just Another False Alarm

God. I love my friends so much.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

This Is The First Day Of My Life

I'm so overwhelmed with fear and hopelessness. When does it get better? I miss happier times. I would give anything in order to go back. Where I simply didn't care because I never had time to think about anything. Now it's just me. And I'm haunted constantly by my thoughts.

I'm so lost without you.

Monday, September 13, 2010

No One's Got It All

I've repeated the same exact pattern.

Since when does pain feel good?


Sunday, September 12, 2010

You Think This Torture Is Romantic, Well It's Not Except To You

It's not that it's you. It's just me. And my fucked up self-esteem. And my weird tendecy to want to hurt myself when something out of my control happens.

You Know You're Not The Only One

I always wish I could be somewhere else.
A place where nobody knows me.