Tomorrow is the first day of school. I'm nervous, not going to lie. I haven't been to a traditional school since upon my hospitalization. But I'm confident this will be a good year. It has already been the best summer of my life and this is the happiest I've been in a long time. I've always been a person who liked structure anyway. And school is really what I need. This is just another challenge I must face and is the only thing left in my life that I need to overcome in order to accomplish total normality. It will definately be interesting. There are a lot of people that I haven't seen since before treatment and I'm a completely different person. I'm not afraid of what people will think, I simply don't care for people's opinions anymore. It will just be. Weird. That's really the only word that comes to mind. This whole thing just feels surreal.